i suck, remember that :D

im not being emo or anything but, crap life man. all i can think now is about how fked up life as been. is there anyone who has the perfect life? i dont think so, that would be fictional. it doesnt happen. i never happens. nothing is perfect. ah crap this.. i cant take control of my own life man, take a look at this dumbass blog. ITS LIKE ROTTING MAN. i cant even take care of my own blog, what makes you think i have time for ****. im guessing that im thinking too much mann. why in the hell im going school 5 to 6 times per week for like another 5 months more. its fucking my up. yeah its for my future, BUT WILL I EVEN HAVE A FUTURE IF I CONTINUE TO BE STRESSED UP LIKE THIS? Hell no. does anyone understands how a teenager feels like? with love surrounding you and all those typical stuff teens get engaged in nowadays? im so lucky to have friends that spend time with me just now, they seriously lighten my mood. how i wish we will all remember and hang out in the future, just like what we did just now. im toxicated. i feel like im infected by some shit in my brain thats eating me up alive. im not listening to my parents, friends and lastly myself. im not doing what ive put my mind to. and guess what, i know its random, but i just started raining heavily. i hope Allah is on my side. and yes i feel so guilty for not fullfilling his orders.

ku harus bertaubat, ku harus sedar akan perbuatan ku yang tidak berfaedah itu. ku sedar akan kekuranganku, dan ku bersyukur akan kesempurnaanku..

im saying whatever to life, who wants to join me? do whatever u want people and goodluck doing it.

okay bye.