i suck, remember that :D

I'm gonna be so dead if i continue like this. I barely look at my books anymore. Its time to really go for it, go get it. There's no point for me to type all this shit and dont even do it. I've gotta realise that this is my future i'm talking about. In this country, its all about qualifications. 1 Q can guarantee you the other B and Cs. Career, condo, car, chicks, children, bini, bikes. Haha okay thats dumb.
Tuition has been helping out, especially in my combined science. Gerek omg. If only i had that straight As brain of his. Haiz, ape nak buat. Its time i take responsibility for my studies manzx. Time to sacrifice all the other shits. Time to be selfish. I gotta carry on. I wanna study my malay man, baca buku melayu. Yeah you guys might be asking why the hell am i talking about malay when the papers are already done. The answer is that i know i'll have to retake. That answer booklet i handed in, that was a hundred percent bullshito. I cant memorise shit, kosa kata, peribahasa. Im so much confortable with english, yet i still suck at both languages. Kanina. Okay enough of academics, now to life style.

Theres so much in life i've learnt. Friends are the best thing man could ask for. Have been ton-ing with fahrul over a number of days already, didnt know he could last throughout the night.. Mavie has a great sense of hospitality, knows how to treat his friends good. Shafizan, as usual slacking always yet he's smart guy. Azizul Hakeem, kekek uhh ni anak. Has his own ways to entertain people lahh.

You'll still not over me huh? kat facebook pon nak message aku, kept giving me all this goodnight messages. I just cant show you that fake smile anymore luhh, we're not how we used to be. I've got my studies, you've got yours. Yeah i made u change your minah attitude, but thats for your own good, not mine. If u wanna change back, start piercing, memaki hamun, campur ngan kawan kawan sial kau ni semuer, its up to you. I've given up. I've played my part, now its yours to play. I'm taking my heart back, we dont deserve each other. Yeah im in the wrong to love you in the first place. I shouldnt even get to know you. Its an effing big mistake. Having you in my life just got things even more complicated. I'm having all these random crushes just to distract myself from ya, i think. I shuoldnt be wasting my time blogging bout you anyway. You're a disgrace to women. Women dont create havoc under void decks, women dont vulgar aloud in public. That 5 months together was unnecessary. You've never needed me and i never needed you. We're using each other for entertainment. Getting to know your parents and everything, that was a mistake too. Even though they said im a good guy all this shit, i know in their minds this is just too early for us to think of love. Just look at this paragraph about us, its longer than the rest. Yet i've so much more to say, im just not willing to blog it. I'm gone.

i shouldnt have love you from the start.

~mr.crapstuff.

okay went to city plaza just now with family.
adik bought his dumbass toy.
went back home.
abg wandi came home with kakak.
they went fishing after that.
i satyed at home a while.
tweet tweet tweet. thanks to huda now i love tweeting.
went to mav's house, still here right now.
going back later malam, we're men anyway, got freedom.
okay chauzx.

hahaha, me fahrul and mavie in one room now. Satu satu ade keje sendiri, i doing Fnn, fahrul tenga bodo, mav mapling. anyway later going to mac maybe to watch england vs algeria. england FTW! haha, chatting with farisya right now together with fahrul(eventhough he's right beside me). okay chauzx.

HAHAHA okay yesterday was dumb! ohh i mean today. haha we went to mac around 3 am then hakeem decided to get ben and jerry's at the ntuc since its open 24 hours. That was the beginning of our jackasses. HAHA got so damn hyped after eating that man. Hakeem was effing funny lor! he bought 1 freaking big sedok just because theres no spoon to eat the ice cream, epic man. All of us had trouble sleeping after that, sugar rush.

~ went to johor just now. only 4 people went. Me, afeeq, mum and dad. Can say gerek luhh. i took the opportunity to get some stuff i wanted so for so long.Played archery and shopped. Since the kakaks didnt tag along, me and afeeq got the best of the best. Afeeq bought his school bag, donuts, sushi and whatever crap. I bought a hoodie from giordano and a tee.Btw, the salesgirl at the everlast shop effing hawt. HAHA, joking im not that desperate. Hahaa, went to jusco after that, mum bought herself so many baju sia, first time saw her do some serious shopping for her self. I got bored while waiting so me and afeeq Starbucked. Smuggled some gum too! HAHAHA.

And hey, that background music from the department store reminded me of you :D

walao. went out with mavie, fahrul, dino and akeem to ehub just now. supposed to have futsal at kallang but it was flooding and hence canceled. wanna go town watch karate kid but ochard was flooding, so went to ehub! to play bowling and ate at burger king. hmmm. tu aja lah eh, malas aku nak update.

MUAHAHAH! im a so cunning. sneaking out using cousin's laptop!!! hahaha, no one can stop me from using internet!!! im unstoppable! weehehe. okay ive been studying lately, its a miracle beybehh! lol, im so hyper right now. lapar jugak ehh. feel like eating maggie. anyway, twitter has been such a distraction manz. i can tweet all day long, trust me :D its so fun. i'll just type any shit i have and poof! there it is on my screen. and then some people will either reply or dun even give a damn! haha. i'm not desperate for followers anyway, im a noob at twitter with only a thousand plus tweets! talking bout love life now, eh wait. i dun have one. MUAHAHAH! and i never will!( macam paham sia mirul). yeah yeah what the heck, love can wait. qualifications cant. teehee. my blog is surrounded by oldskool malay music, i love that too much to not put it as playlist. yes, people who listen to oldskool slow rock are definitely cool. so cool even when i look at them my eyes freeze. okay im lame. enough bloggin now. wanna tweet. bubbye bubbles.

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